Need to be Postive

I have no idea what I am suppose to post in a blog. I have started it I guess to help me learn who I am and what I am supposed to do with my life. As of this moment I am with a man who I love very much, who I try to support in every way I can. I feel at times overwhelmed with stress and anxiety that some day's I just want to crawl in a ball and cry my eyes out, and when no one is looking sometimes I do. I need to be more positive about my life and live with less negativity. Sean my boyfriend tells me this over and over, but it's hard to do when things just aren't going in the direction one hoped for. It's also hard to do with little or no support system...