I really don't like it when we fight, you think that I do. I don't like feeling like this all the time. I don't need for you to full fill my life but I do need you. I don't feel that's it's asking to much to have your full attention with no interruptions. You are living two separate lives and your slowly disconnecting from ours. I don't want to lose you and I don't want to hate you either. I want there to be trust and understanding, love and no heart ache. I'm not here for any other reason other tha you and your heart. I wish you would believe in me that much, I would never do you wrong like everyone else. I have never left your side, leaving you alone. I said that I would be here no matter what happens and I always mean what I say!
You always keep me in the dark. I remember when you told me everything that was on your mind. We had no secrets, now it's only lies. I feel like an outsider looking in on someone who has pulled away. Who gave up long ago.
You make me feel like I'm don't belong in your world. You are so different now and you don't see it. Your blinded by what the scum feed you. Instead of being the man who took my heart so long ago, you have become a person I don't know. It's not hard to love someone, it's hard to hurt someone! Will you ever be able to understand what goes through my mind? To see where I'm coming from, be in my shoes. Always waiting for someone who always walks away. Never taking part of the blame and never wanting to mend the pain.
I shouldn't have to do this alone...feel like I feel...what has become of the one who has my heart?
